Not so happy lor...

today~'sacrifice' jor MUET de tuition~
go for librarian interview~
so many ppl go interview....
in the interview~thy ask many question~
really ahh...hard to answer their question de...
finally~I can do librarian liao...
thy juz take 20 ppl as librarian nia..limited de..
bt hor...
i very very not happy lor...coz.....
wei n ciak bo kena...abit dissapoint lar...
so if i nid duty...no ppl acc me stay after skul liao..
happy bu qi lor....

i go for the interview~juz for the ko-k marks...
i hav to say...stay in JS really nid marks...
nw try to make myslf cheer lor...
Thy gonna have their orientation on 30/5
wat the.........kena my birthday agn...T_T
but ho chai juz 9.00am till 12.00pm nia...
i din kena AJK lar...me a normal librarian...
ho chai lor~huu~~
i dun lk taking any post de...
busy make me high pressure ma....

today stil the same....
many homework....
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...
PEK CHEK nia when c the homework..>.<

tml after skul wan go c movie with fren...
wan c NIGHT AT THE MUZEUM 2
bt hor...i really not sure can use car or not...
coz my dad say if go Pacific he wont let me use de..
sked me scratch tiok car...
If Jusco jiu can lar...
so~frens...hw leh?
which shopping complex?

urgh....tml whole day bo eng~
go shopping complex 'pour' $$$.....
not less $$ neh...many de....
abit sim tia the $$ lor....
coz recently really not enuf $$ use liao....
swt lor....ald spend jor many liao...
i not rich girl ok?
genting there ald use jor many liao~
start skul liao hav to buy this buy tat....
giv this fee tat fees......

pressing the calculator...counting my outlay~
my sweat keep flow down....
my heart keep bleeding~T___T

SLAP ME!!!! >.<...T_T

slap me slap me!!
T.T i din concentrate in study today...
i oso dunno y...
in class, look at the teacher, listening their voice..
my mind, my soul dunno fly to where~
i might b look very concentrate...
bt actually NOT!!!
=.=lll SLAP ME!!!!

thk back..wat teacher say today i oso dunno..
4gt or dunno or no idea at all....
hehe...wa mm zai...

nw i juz remember tat...
30/5 no nid go orientation lor^^
yeah..it chg to 6/6 liao^^lolx
mm~n hor...dunno librarian ll tiok me or not..
hope both me n wei can get lar..haha

in class...write wat teacher say till hand pain..
they talk fast n we hav to copy wat they say..
hav to write nice handwriting tim...
abo later i read wat? worm ahh?! haha...

in MS class...most suffer liao..
i really not suit math ba?....
y the number knw me..i dunno them de?
swt nia..lookin at the homework...
look less~bt for me...
it is as much as a mountain of homework!!!
i try hard to fall in lov to math...
bt still....i cant do it!!!
i so stupid...i thk i can reach idiot level le ba...
wat teacher say...all i cant follow...T_T

do i hav to change pakage?
bt i wan go oversea...
hav to take math de...
y i not a genius.....
y its so hard for me to understand...
those scarely number n formula...
so freaky 4 me.....

hate the ppl who invent math...
or i shud blame myslf...
me this useless stupid human....
y it looks very easy to other ppl...
y it is so hard to me...

...So Lame....

aiyoyo~so sleepy today oso~
ytd sleep at 9.45pm stil not enuf ka?
ZzZzZzZzZzZz...
1st period jiu nid go up to 3rd floor de lab~
evryday chg class position de~
skul so poor lor...
nt enuf classroom, cheap chair, cheap projector...etc
in MS class..teacher use jor many time to fix the pc..
n she giv us many homework..T.T
c tiok number head jiu very pain ahh~~

in PA class, today another teacher cum..
she teach de is ppr 1 or 2 har?
i dunno geh...swt lor....
bt she better than ytd de...she teach de thg clear lor
she teach us draw graph~
she ask me n wei:'where ur graph book?'
=.=i say bo brg..put at home..
hehe...i lie de..actually i din buy gok...
i sked if i say bo buy she ll call me go koperasi buy..

in MUET class..we start our listening component
wahliew...we cant hear clearly the sound ahh
coz the ytd de PA teacher teaching L6A1...
the clas near ourclass ma..she use mike sumore
sure we cant hear well..the question cant do well oso..
the english so 'highclass'...till i dunno wat it say
teacher gt say: sum student tot it is tamil ahh..
ji sweat yi xia....=.=lll
my poor rojak, pasar, cheap english....
cannot tahan so highclass de english de...

after skul nid do homework liao...
i din pass up my homework gok...XD
ps nia..whole clas hao xiang jz gt me 4gt to do nia..=.=

very ps...xiao peng you dun learn me ahh...
tot i'm good girl ah? tot i guai guai girl ah?
no~no~no~no~
i not a good student lai de...muahahaha~
now i back to do homewrk liao...haha
~~trying to change myself~~
+u +u!!!! ^^

Charm liao lar....>.<

si liao lar...dunno how do homework neh....
feel lazy to do liao....
9 meng ahh~~~
Form 6 cannot lazy de...

so suffer......
Form 6...really very high pressure...
y it look's very ez to other ppl?
i wanna get good result......
i try to do my best....
bt always half way giv up...
...........i ask myslf.................
why i lk this de? why? why? why?
bt~dunno the answer....
is tat i din concentrate in learning?
or i din't try my best to solve the question?
or i so stupid until cant understand?
or i really no talent at all?
or i hate the subject?
or i bcum lazy agn?
or i really not suit in JS?
or i shouldn't study Form 6?
or i use wrong way to study?

i oso gt thk about IF...
if i not born in M'sia...
if i m very rich..til can str8 study oversea
if i m very talentful...
if i really a genius...
if i'm one of the best.....
if i manage to get wat i want...

hav to wake myself..
slap myself til i realise tat...i jz cn imagine n dream~
if i not practise it..all wont bcum true
i hav to make myself MORE hardworking!!
coz i m not a genius...
worst...i dunno wat i wan to do in my future...

most of my fren hav their own ambition...
they're sure wat they want..
me? dunno.....
my future is dark enuf..
until i cant c it...
or imagine it....

~So HARD to study new thg~

This morning i do a mistake....
....i accidentally sign tiok wrong form...
the form is for change course de~~
nid pass up today liao.....
bt i sign tiok Ah Peng de form pulak...=.=ll
very very very sorry ahh Ah Peng~~
bt luckily~the teacher din say sumthg lar...
bt stil feel sorry to Peng.....

AK, MUET, PA, EKO
these subjects all are new to me....
i dunno them..they dunno me~
i try to put myslf in the subject....
bt i found tat it is so HARD~~~T.T

AK...gt tuition liao..so ok abit lo~
MUET....i thk i hard to get band 3 ba..T.T
PA...i wan throw my calculator to the teacher ahh!
Nan de i angry til wan do lk this..bt i din do lar...
abo u all ll c me at newspaper front page...
Pek chek the teacher nia...
din teach many bt str8 call us do homework liao wor~

This is wat happen in PA lesson....

Teacher: Take the paper...solve all the question...
(Student start press calculator.....)
suddenly gt a gal ask
Student: Teacher ah...hw to do har?
Teacher: oh~look at the topic, it say menyelesaikan masalah rite?
the question is the masalah, u try to menyelesaikannya...
Student: ha?!
Teacher: Ez de...count nia.....
Student: ...................

wat the.......feel wan throw calculator to her ahh...
zomok the teacher lk this de......
din teach str8 call us do wor...mana boleh...
din learn tiok how do wor???
................aiyo................

After skul i acc wei go book shop...
i buy magazine lor.....
when i go back home c liao cai knw...the shop...
CHEAT MY $$$ !!!! inside magazine gt many thg lost de ahh
lost of page...n oso free gift....haiz....
dun wan buy magazine frm the shop liao...T.T

learned a lesson...b4 buy thg hav to CHECK!!!!
T.T my $$$....fly liao....wuwuwu~~~

sleepy de day~~

ytd sleep very late lor~sleepy today
bcoz of Black N White lor...play til 11.00pm...
bt for Vic n Mark this 2 YENG dao bao de guy~
i sacrifice abit nvm de...lolx
i knw for sum ppl...sleep at 11.00 consider early liao~
bt for me...very late liao lor~~lolx

Today gt AK tuition~wei cum to my house lor
coz her mami hav to fetch her sis go to penang...
she cum my house at abt 11.35am~
wah~she stil remember where my house lor~geng~
i go back home from beauty saloon to meet her lor
brg her to beauty saloon~~
she say my auntie pretty neh~
if she heard tiok sure syok si ahh~
thk tiok last time i go Sunway de Nike shop
Corn n XueNi tot she is my sister neh....
=.= she syok si lar of course..bt not me...
do i look old? >.<
hehe.....

we go tuition at 1.30pm...
our AK tuition teacher is a Indian~~
ermm...his name call Subra...
he do everythg very fast lor...fast n furious meh...
talk fast, teach fast, giv paper fast, collect $$ fast...
so we hav to keep concentrate whn he is teaching
sked ll miss diao important de thg~
ok lor...he make me more knw abt AK liao lor~
huu~~luckily gt tuition AK ahh...

after tuition stil hav to continue work=.=
............chek ak.............

my heart, mind, soul, n body....
Thy ful of ZzZzZzZz cell........
haha...feel wan sleep immediately
bt hor...sked later ban ye wake up...
cant continue sleep..play with ghost ahh....
...tml wan wk up early go skul de ahh...

Thk tiok wan go skul jiu lazy ahh...
9 MENG ahh~~~
sien de neh...Form 6----->bored!!!
...bo bian...+ u lor~arh yee~
Aza Aza Fighting!!!

...so sked i ll sot ki ahh...

...Y I Always Not Dare De....

Today wake up at 9.00am~sleep dao very song ahh~
nonid wake up early today~muahahaha
when on9 c tiok Ngiao King de email~
sigui...the ghost sked tiok me liao la...
me str8 wake up from sleepy~~

Today--->beautiful saturday^^
bt...bt...bt....
i hav to go back beauty saloon do work~
T.T actually i don wan do liao~
bt not dare say...who call tauke is my auntie wor~
many customer today sumore...haiz~~
no time go buy skul bag lor....hng hng T.T

Do dao very sien lor...even many customer~
cust say i start skul liao stil so hardworking leh...
i juz can smile to them lar...
do i happy bcoz of tat? nono~~

y i always lk tat de...gt thg in heart bt not dare say~
kai bu liao kou ahh...sked later hurt tiok ppl.....

go back home at 7.45pm..quite late liao la..
bt sumtm ll do till 8.30pm...suan ok liao lo 2day...

saturday~hehe~syok de is...i can c my favourite movie lor!!!
Black n White!!! Chinese call 痞子英雄~
muahaha! Addicted to this movie...
it is 'made in taiwan' de o~
one week cai can c one time~
bt it str8 play 2 episod lar~muahaha~

stil long post today..=.=
go c Black & White liao~stop here~~